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Found time again :)

2004-11-16T06:01:00.000-08:00

Found time again today to write :)
The day was good -
Woke up at 9.00 pm, din't cook in the morning :)
Not much work in office either.
Still I am here in office, waiting for someone.

I hope that I catch up on some sleep tonite, haven't slept since 2 days now.
Last nite was a real .... I dunno what to call it... forget bout it.

The diwali celebrations are still going on in office, people are getting sweets... feels nice...

Planning to go home now ..

Writing after a long time!

2004-11-15T04:50:00.000-08:00

Just managed to find some time for myself after a long time. Today being the first working day after diwali, most of my team is on leave, nothing much to do.
Viraj came back one day before diwali, we had a nice time, our first diwali in our own house :)

One of my friends got me a chocolate & some flowers today... felt nice :)

Before starting to write today, I thought that I could just write without stopping, but can't think of anything now! Strange!
Last nite we had a blast at my granny's place. We partyed like mad. Viraj enjoyed fully, I was happy to see him enjoy:)

After he returned home on thursday, we spent three days together without a single fight or argument, but on Sunday morning something went wrong. Nevertheless we resolved the issues.

Before this diwali leave, I had a good time with my freinds & sister, but I was missing my sis, jij, si & sav a lot. Got to speak to sav last nite :) he is so adorable. It's his birthday on this 17th, first time, away from all of us. I posted 5 cards for him, since he'll turn 5 this year :)

I haven't written to my friends for a long time, I haven't spoken to my best friend, inspite of living in the same city. Since the time I joined this organization, my life revolves only around this place... to many responsibilites here! But that is what I am getting paid for :) Sometimes I wish I cud just chillax, do nothing at all.... but thaz not possible :)

I hope to continue posting blogs here, well all depends on the work load here... so far so good :) me trying to an optimistic :)

22nd July 2004

2004-07-22T04:37:00.000-07:00

Today is my dad's birthday. I'll try to go home a bit early.

Yesterday was a tough day. My CEO blasted... for reasons that were valid!
I spoke to my team today, infact I pointed out mistakes, so that we all could improve. There is so much happening in office! Sometimes it becomes difficult to handle everything.

I am exhausted. The weekend just flies away; one doesnt even realise.

Tomorrow is the last working day.

Cant think much today. Cant write either....

20th July 2004

2004-07-20T04:25:00.000-07:00

Got the keys to the new house on Sunday :)
We all went to the Gurudwara and the Temple. The feeling of owning a home is still seeping in.
There's just one month left for us to shift into the new house :)
Everyone is very happy for us, besides some people, I dunno why they are not happy or if they are, then probably they are not showing it. My husband is like Dravid of the India cricket team - Mr. Dependable, but Sachin takes away all the credit :):):) Not that Sachin does it on purpose, but people can't see the effort of Mr. Dependable.
I dunno if what I am feeling is correct, I hope not! Its dificult for me to understand certain individuals, rather I do not want to use my brain & energy in that direction. I have several other things to be done.

Next month lots of things will be happening - and lot of spending too :)

I dunno why I am so much into next month... I shouldn't lose on the present - for tomorrow.

But the present is not that exciting, it's the same old story - work, work & more work!

Spoke to Supi, Santosh, Savar ... little Siya can't speak as yet. I wish they were here.

15th July 2004

2004-07-15T02:38:00.000-07:00

Today is a tough day! I am feverish, but had to attend office, no alternative to it. Office work - the project is in deep shit; the customers are complaining... the Manager & the CEO are asking questions... being a team leader is a tough job. Sometimes I feel that more money is more trouble & no peace of mind, but less money is no less trouble.

The builder came home to take our signatures on the agreement papers... things are progressing, but slowly.

Life is - Monday to Friday office work, Saturday & Sunday household chores.

13th July was the wedding anniv of his parents. We had a release that evening, I reached their home to dinner at 9.50 pm. That was real late, but I just couldnt do anything about it.

I am tired of reviewing the code... it sucks sometimes...

I got a lovely mail from my manager in states (PA). I've drafted the reply, but I am yet to send it.

My sis in the States also wrote a mail. They r all missing us..and i am missing them veryyyyyyyy badly! I'll miss all of them on our house warming ceremony.

I am just waiting for the day to end... but... its a do loop... .no end... again the morning will arise... same old stuff... I dunno but I am in a shabby mood today.

12th July 2004

2004-07-11T22:15:00.000-07:00

Monday morning blues...
I din't feel like waking up at 5.30am, so i slept till 6.00 am. Then started to cook, went for a walk, completed my cooking, got ready & came to office. I hate Mondays :(
The weekend was quite good. On Saturday, I met with my college friend, Aditi, she is on a vacation to India. Felt really nice after having met her. On Sunday morning went for my cousin's friend's marriage.

MyFirstBlog

2004-07-09T05:12:00.000-07:00

This is my first blog. Just want to be myself...

Today is a Friday. I'll relax over the weekend. I am tired of running around like a railgadi (train). I feel like having a quarter of Bacardi & going off to sleep. If I say this to him, his mood will spoil...and so will the weekend... Somtimes I wonder why can't I be myself... why so many "ifs" & "buts"...
I spoke to a freind today, got to know about her. Earlier I used to wonder .... "I am the only one ... this way .. the way I am... "
Actually I am bored of the routine... But can't do anything about it..
Earlier while dating one another life was FUN.. Now its just duties... I fell like "All work and no fun makes me a dull woman... "